"Everything is better now
Better than it was before"

Now I can't get this grin out of my face…

Who would have thought?

Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know I don't make much sense and I also know that I could give a lot more to a lot of things, I could do things better, or just do them, I could study everyday a bit more, or even do it at all, I don't know why I don't do it… I keep on thinking is not my fault and that something is missing, but I've come to realize that, maybe that's just what I need, put some effort into things, I've become used to only do my best at those things that I care about the funny thing is that I should care a lot more about some things to which I haven't pay enough attention. I just wish it was as simple as it is to write it down. It's sort of like trying to quit an addiction you know you have to do it, but you just can't come to actually do it, you keep on falling… the only way to do it is keep on trying. And maybe I'll start getting some answers…

I better get back to that physics labs pre report now.