i was just thinking about writing about how lonely i feel right now, so i started winwmp, set it to shuffle, and what song does it start playing......

Esa noche - Cafe Tacuba

how fucking ironic can that be...
my mind is so idiotic rigntt
my hair is shorter
my hair tier thingy is lost
it is 12:37
i want to write
i always forget
what time it is
next thing i know...
it is too late
too late to be happy
to late to be sad
im always late
late for fucking everything
late for realising whats going on
late for the bus
late to say im sorry
late to kiss you???
late to ask
late to act
danm it!
im even late to be late....
im always the first to react,
and even so
im still late
it is some kind of joke
that life plays on me
every time
it just seems.... that i cant handle it
im i just another one?
one of those pathetic loosers i criticize every day
im a looser, thats a fact,
anyone who sais he is a looser
is by definition, a looser.
i dont want to, but its hard not to be
harder when im always late
i need to change
im in at the break of dawn.
tomorrow is never coming,
what do i want??
i want a new camera
but that is only superficial
i want to be .. ....
i want a new song
i want to play the bass guitar.
i want to be interesting
i want to no want something
but that, that will not happen.
sad, idiotic, true
ican see it
this is gonna be a long post.
i need to let my mind go...
i thougt i would miss giocond a lot more
i dont, may be it is all the emotion about going to belgium
Hey you, are you in there
I’m stuck outside you
We can use, one another
Another like you
You be my passer by
I’ll be your new, one that passed through
Screws inside, turned so tight
Turning on you, I’m hanging on you
Baby Blue (baby blue)
Don’t go nowhere (don’t go nowhere)
I’m right beside you
Me and you (me and you)
Going nowhere (going nowhere)
I’m right beside you
Taking you as low as you go
As low as you go
Taking you as low as you go
As low as you go
thats the foo fighters...
great band
im tired
i cant think
but thats not new
my father wanted me to cut my hair.
i disappointed him
my hair... ja!
what a joke it is
here most people hate it
but most exchanges at the last trip loved it
i guess that only proves it all
how out of place im
my circle of friends is reeally reduced,
and just as my friend said,
"why are we such cowards?"
i dont know, we just are
or at least i am
and that part of why im always late
i ddint kiss you because im a coward
and when i did, i was late... brilliant
im fone though, i really am
i just saw Igby Goes Down
great movie,
Insanity is relative.


im done



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Winamp says: Esa noche - Cafe Tacuba