im sick and tired of you, of me, of everything

i hate you
i forget you
i remember you
i think of you
i thank you
i forgive you
i know you
i picture you
i beg you
i kidnap you
i free you
i feel you
i miss you
i worship you
i adore you
i trust you
i believe you
i'm looking for you, but i think im afraid to find you.


i fucking suck, i dont even know what im saying [er, writing], i know there is some one out there... just havent meet her yet, or may be i have... i hate the fact that im working... i want to do nothing, i want to take pictures, i want a new camera, i dont want to forget to reply the email any more, i want to see EK, i really do, there is just something about her that always made me feel good, but it is not her who im looking for, she is my favsis, funny enough i barely know her, but i just may know her more than what i think, any way, i will replay soon, i just need some space in my head, which i dont yet have.
i want to be... because right now... i dont even exist. its only you, there is no fucking me.
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Winamp says: Led Zeppelin - Thank You [that was when i started now is D'yer Mak'er] [edit: now is No Quater], but i started this about 2 hours ago...