nonono... if would see only the bright side of things then I would be a fake, plus this things that I write, if pay close attention... are not an every day issue... it is more like an escape. but then again I cant pretend that every thing is fine and try to see it that way... and the magically I will have free time... no there are certain responsibilities in ones life, call it work, university, family, or whatever, well it turns out I have way too many of them, I have work then university, then I have French, and well I have to sleep. I spend at least 18 hours every day, just going to and from this things, then since I’m so desperate to get some money to be able to go to Europe, I took extra work, so when I get home guess what, I have to work again, so it takes me an extra 2 hours once I get home, oh right but I have a family too, and I need to spend some time with them, otherwise my house would be like a fucking hotel... that leaves me with just about no free time... so if I "relax" maybe I will find some free time? no that is called avoiding responsibilities. yes I know i'm the only one that got me into this shit hole. so if I want to complain, believe me I WILL! and just for the record I see pretty things too, I just don’t write about them a lot! because I don’t really like to, most of the things that make me happy are the one I don’t like to share over the internet... and most of them don’t cause me to be happy for more than lets say half an hour... while this things that I complain about go on for days... and is more fun to write them. and I find it more liberating than write the happy things its a way to release all this thought that just wont let you see all the others things.. so basically I have to options: 1- complain as a mad-one-eyed-beaver-on-crack and let it cool down while I write them down, and, 2- shut the fuck up don’t say anything keep it to my self and then go grocery shop, get some food, eat it them sit in some dark corner and think about all the ways I can cripple all the bastard that piss off, then go buy all the thing that I need and finally go and do most of those things… not that I will do it, but I will definitely think on how to pay them back… and then eventually I will become a rotten bastard that was never able to complain about stuff, well guess what? I chose number one, this is really fun, to rant about stuff. I know many of you have wonderful lives, and that is great, well mine isn’t so good right now, I hate this job, and I hate not having free time, both of them are making me loose contact with my friends and family, so I really ho the end justifies the means…
this was going to be a comment no is not. Now I will start posting things that made me smile, so you don’t complain about me complaining so much… not that I care, but just to keep my 2 or 3 readers entertained…

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